"I would be made to be a perpetrator, and I would have to be involved in sexual abuse with younger children. Oral sex or penetrating their vagina or rectum. And that included abusing my brother. I would also be abused by other older children and by male and female adults. There were babies involved too. They would be naked.... The babies weren't being penetrated.... But fingers would be in vaginas, rectums. I don't know about new babies, or tiny babies, but certainly toddlers would be penetrated.... The penis in our mouths would make us gag and retch, and we had to swallow before anything came up. If we didn't swallow it and mae a mess, we had to lick it up." (Itzin, p. 179)

"In the pornography, there was also violence -- tying up, restraint. There was pushing thing inside us: instruments, bottles, rods, in our vaginas and rectums. Fruit, bananas, cucumbers, things like that, ice cubes. Being hung upside down, being tethered with a dog collar round our necks and on all fours. Animals mounting us in that position. There was also recording: recording pain, recording sexual excitement.... They were reel to reel tapes." (Itzin, p. 179)

"A child porn dealer's catalogue lists the following entry: 'Lolitas: More extracts with plenty of action from the younger stuff. See small girl lowered on to giant prick; black girl treated nasty.'" (Tim Tate, 1987, p. 13)

"A park grounds-keeper approached a six year-old girl and asked her to 'shake his pee-pee to get all of the milk out of it.' He showed her nude photographs and then masturbated in front of the child." (Badgely, p. 1281)

"A sixteen-year-old girl who had been molested by two family friends from age seven to age twelve testified: 'Viewing the pictures in the magazines seemed to click something for him, for he then wanted his own personal record of all that he had taught me. He whipped out his Polaroid camera, which was in his briefcase, and then he proceeded to take pictures of me in various positions, which included using the vibrator.'" (Vol. 1, p. 781)

"A sixteen-ear-old girl testified: 'At about age eleven and a half he started using the magazine again. In these magazines there were pictures of one woman masturbating another woman, two men and a woman having sex, oral, anal and vaginal sex. It was with these magazines that we started having me act out positions with him.'" (Vol. 1, pg. 785)

"My uncle would make me look at pornographic literature and then take photographs of me doing it naked when he was baby-sitting. This is age 4 to 11 that I remember. He'd show me photographs of adults, men and women with whips and leather and children and animals. It would be photographs of oral sex, penetrative sex, both vaginally and anally. Somebody must have given him these, because he was only a teenager. Then he would make me act out some of them. If we were alone, this would be putting things inside myself, or he would put them in and then take the photographs. Sitting in provocative positions, masturbating; in sexually provocative poses and smiling. That was always the big criterion of photographs: smiling." (Itzin, "Porn and the organisation of abuse," in Bibby, 1996, p. 177)

"Over a period of time until detected by the child's parents, their five year-old daughter had her 15 year-old uncle as her baby-sitter during her parent's absence. He would read a pornographic magazine and then fondle the child's vagina and anus." (p. 1281)

"A 12-year-old boy discovered and read several pornographic magazines in his older brother's bedroom. A few days later, while baby-sitting a neighbour's five year-old son, he started a game of 'dickie' with the child. According to the child's account given to the police, the older boy 'put his dickie in my mouth and I was to suck it and then I was to put my dickie in his mouth and he was to suck on it'." (Badgely, p. 1281)

"A family friend, a 15 year-old boy, was asked to babysit an 11 month-old infant boy. When the parents left, the babysitter took a combination of gravol pills and whiskey in hopes of becoming 'high'. He reported later to the police that previously he had read several hard-core pornographic magazines which portrayed sadomasochistic heterosexual acts. While reading, he heard the baby crying upstairs. The baby wasn't hungry and the babysitter decided to give him a bath. The account given the police describes what happened.

"I took him into the bathroom and took the diaper off to give him a bath. Before this, I was reading a dirty book. I was feeling horny and I was giving [the infant] a bath and tried to screw him.

"The anal intercourse on the infant resulted in tearing of the sphincter muscle leaving the ruptured tissue protruding from the anus." (Badgely, p. 1282)

"Danica (1988) recalls how, at the age of 11, her father called her to the basement and showed her some photographs of her mother naked. Smiling that smile I know. The smile I have learned to make for the camera too. The smile I make when he says, wet your lips, lift your head, smile. (Cited in Itzin, 1996: p. 185)

"A Tehama County man has been arrested for allegedly bringing his 10-year-old daughter to Oakland where he allowed her to be drugged and used in pornographic movies...." (?Iconoclast, date, page ).

"This is a magazine called 'Lolita,' Special No. 5. It features a girl, 12 years old. She was sexually abused by her natural father from the time she was 7 until she was 12. If you look through [the magazine], you find her inserting bottles and other articles into her vaginal orifice. (Toby Tyler, p. 35)

"One witness reported being forced by her father to view pornographic materials during the course of an incestuous relationship." She testified about what happened when her father took her to a hotel: "'Of course he had booked a double room. He had all kinds of things in his briefcase, and he pulled out a magazine or book and told me to read it. He sat on the bed and watched me and his facial expression frightened me. I did not want to read it. I did not want to look at those pictures. I was emotionally tortured and I didn't know what to do. I did not like my body or my father's body and having to look at those pornographic pictures forced me to visually memorize painful incidents with my father.'" (Gov. Comm., Vol. 1, p. 801)

"During all those years my grandfather showed me his [pornographic] books and magazines. He made me pose in seductive positions like the women in them. He would show me the pictures and say, "This is what I'm going to do to you, and this is what you must do." Or he'd say, "Do you see how pretty this girl looks? You must sit with your legs like she does." There were pictures of lots of nude women in them -- women in fishnet stockings with no panties on. There were a lot of open crotches and open legs. He always made me sit with my arms on my hips and my legs spread open like in the pictures. I still often sit like that automatically, with my legs up and my hands on my knees." (Lara Newman (pseudonym), Russell)